Saturday, January 02, 2010
~ Lost in 2009 ~
 As you can tell by my last post of October 9th ~ life has been outta control. Its still not totally back to normal yet either though I've been working on getting it back on track. Its been a very interesting 4mos of change and I'm still not sure its over. I've not been knitting, have failed to keep up with my friends and even have a few swap packages that have disappeared among the moving boxes. In the past quarter ~ I've moved, separated from my husband, lost valuable possessions including my hair lol, not been motivated to do anything, work 7days a week and wondering where does all this lead. I will say I've not lost my faith nor am I willing to give up. Though the nights are long and sometimes sleepless, I'm am confident that "this too shall pass." I just wish it hurry up. I will try to be more present in the future but please bare w/me as I continue to transition to a life of single motherhood. So on this 2nd day of the New Year ~ I resolve to be whom I've been created to be and thats all. ~ Happy New Year ~ |
Thursday, December 31, 2009
~ 2009 Reading List ~
| Home Education Winter Study Among the Mad Guardian of the Horizon The Comforts of a Muddy Saturday Breaking Controlling Powers Philosophy of Education Formation of Character The Hidden Art of Homemaking |
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
'09 Finishes
Friday, October 09, 2009
Outta pocket
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Sunday, September 27, 2009
Empty Nest
| Who knew it would go by so quickly. That one day you hold this tiny bundle of joy and the next they are grown and gone. No longer needing constant mothering, seeking their own ways and looking to you for advice only when necessary. Who knew that you'd long to still keep them from danger, from suffering and broken dreams. That you never really stop being a mom just now doing a whole new role as one. I miss my babies and their for me but I've come to cherish the memories and look forward to what lies ahead. Though I don't know for sure what that may be but I'm confident that they will be the loving, caring and God-fearing adults I'd prayed they be. They will stubble and even fall, that's life and I'll be there still when they need me. I'm a mom and always will be. That is a comfort in and of itself. Nothing new around, still packing and working. Manage to do some knitting and have a few things to wrap up. I'm sure my knitting mojo will return soon but no worries life too short. Well off to enjoy the quiet and tranquility of an empty nest and some classical music. ;) |